Poetry by Christel Jeffs
Waiting on rain
Faith is when you see
a static weather vane
hear the lolling tongues
gasp with thirst
and dusty shoes
crunch on paper grass
when your shattered eyes peer
at a blinding blue
and you still believe
that he will come.
Yes, and…
I think of the blessings and burdens of my past.
By past I mean the lineage, the thread that binds me,
umbilical cord to belly,
the lifeblood coloured
by the crowd of witnesses
I call family.
I hold blank canvasses,
made empty by the curse of 'not good, not right'.
I run for miles of busy.
I reach high and fall hard because of gaps left in my heart.
And
I hold a book of mystery and love because of them.
I hold wriggling, squishy bodies to my chest, and it fills up a little more.
I have love, imperfect love, and it splashes on old canvas
along with new paints of knowledge and light.
I link hands with fellow artists and come to find that
beauty has burden
and burden
has beauty.